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To be honest, I'm not sure how I feel about the abortion bit, so I think I'll just not comment on it. I'm glad Buffy and Spike finally caught up and sorted everything out, though. On to the next chapter...

Even though abortion seems to be a good idea at the time, I fear this will pose a huge problem in their relationship if they stay together. If they have other children they will remember killing their first. I realize too that if she keeps the baby Spike and Buffy will probably end up separated anyway, what to do? What to do? Perhaps what they need is to go their separate way, mature a little and get back together.

Author's Response: What to do is a good question...These two will have some difficulties ahead of them. Thanks for the review

i like this story and all, but it's too upsetting for me right now, i can't read anymore knowing that buffy is getting an abortion and that spike is okay with it, i don't believe in that, sorry, other than that the story is okay, i just need to find something with less angst.

Author's Response: There is no need to apologize. I respect your decision. Thank you for reading and leaving a review.

I feel bad because i found this fic and read it right through without leaving any reviews so i hope this extra long one will make up for it :) I know that Cordy is supposed to be her bf so i dont understand why she looked down on buffy so harshly for being with Spike. I know she asked her not to go with him but that wasnt her place, a bf should encourage a friends happiness. I know she's friends with Faith but faith and Spike werent even dating, they where fucking a ton of other people. I hate people who have "open" relationships mutually but then freak out. It doesnt make sense to me. Cordy should have been there for Buffy esp. when she found out what Faitth did at the Doublemeat palace. Im so glad that Spike seems to have changed his ways even though i dont like the whole Dru incident. I feel bad that Buffy is getting an abortion but sometimes (in my opinion of course and im sorry if it offends anyone) its the only thing someone can do. I know someone who 'had' to get one and shes the strongest most wonderful person i know, not a monster like some people think people who have abortions are. This fic is absolutely mind blowing and i cant wait to read the rest once its posted. Im so happy that i found it, you are incredibly talented. BTW its 'nice' to see a fic where she doesnt keep the baby, in most fics it all magically works out evn if they are both too young and not close to ready. Good job, i cant wait to see where this gos and what happens after the abortion in terms of how Buffy handles it seeing that spike is suposed to be leaving!

Author's Response: This is the longest review I have ever received. First, let me say thank you for taking the time to leave such a nice one. I'm glad you are enjoying the story. Yeah, that whole Cordy situation was bad but hopefully they will find their way back to each other again. God, you are so right about those couples and their "open" relationships. They are so full of s**t. The whole abortion thing is delicate and I know some people who have gone through it. Its all so sad. Boy the next chapter. I've already started writing it and I'm finding it a bit difficult but I'll get through it. It may take a while to post it. Thanks again for the wonderful review.

I really love this story and I'm glad Buffy and Spike made up, but I really hope they keep the baby . . . . anyway, can't wait to read more so please update again soon :)

Author's Response: Thank you for the review Jessica. I had to keep them together. Its the spuffy thing to do but not without some difficulty. Unfortunately there is more to come for these two. They got to pay that karma bill. I'll try to update soon.

i wonder what buffy is gonna do about the baby. is she gonna be able to go through with it???? Keep up the great work. i love this story.

Author's Response: I'm glad you're still reading and liking the story. The subject is so sensitive and I wouldn't be surprised if I got flamed. Thanks for the review

Seems like Buffy and Spike are still together - yet. But too sad she won't keep the baby so far... We'll see what else will happen.