Summary:
**Updated Summary**
Spike is a Slayer on a mission, struggling to see the good where he once only saw evil.
Buffy is a vampire trying to do the right thing, working to earn the ultimate prize from the Powers That Be.
Like moths to a flame, they cannot deny the pull they feel toward each other.
Can Spike look past her soullessness and take a chance on following his heart? Who is Buffy’s Sire, and why is she working for the greater good? When an unorthodox Watcher from the practically defunct Watchers’ Council takes interest in the untrained Slayer, will he do as he’s told? Or will he decide to do his own thing?
This *WAS* a collaboration between CallMeKitten and Darknight. We started this together, but I have since gained custody of it. I am *REPOSTING THE FIRST 2 CHAPTERS HERE* so that it may be read straight through. I hope you enjoy this Vamp!Buffy fic *wink*
Rated: NC-17
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No
Word count: 21396 Read: 14990
Published: 07/15/2009 Updated: 11/03/2009
1. Chapter 1 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 12] 
(1806 words)
Thanks to PaganBaby for the beta job, we love you *mwah*
Thanks for the awesome banner Xaph!
2. Chapter 2 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 9] (1431 words)
Thanks PB for being awesome and beta'ing this for us!
3. Chapter 3 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 6] (1102 words)
Thanks PB for beta on the fly, you rock!
4. Chapter 4 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 9] (1211 words)
Thanks PB for betaing and Brett for the original idea.
5. Chapter 5 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 9] (1145 words)
Thanks PB *mwah*
6. Chapter 6 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 6] (1420 words)
Thanks PB, who beta'd even wile sick *hugs*
7. Chapter 7 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 10] (1336 words)
PB rocks at everything she does... just thought everyone should know :D
8. Chapter 8 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 9] (2636 words)
Thanks PB, you know you make this all possible! Summary was updated to possible spark more interest in the fic. Hope it works !
9. Chapter 9 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 11] (2095 words)
Thanks PB for betaing all fast like, *smooches face* Thanks to Xaphaia for Banner #1 and Mel for Banner #2
10. Chapter 10 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 9] (1921 words)
Thanks PaganBaby for betaing *smooch* Banners by Xaphania and Edgehead
11. Chapter 11 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 8] (1521 words)
Thanks PB for betaing, I'd be lost wiffout ya!
12. Chapter 12 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 8] (1750 words)
Thanks PB for betaing off schedule when I wrote an extra chapter out of the blue :) *hugs and twirls*
13. Chapter 13 by CallMeKitten [Reviews - 8] (2022 words)
I am so sorry it took so long to get a chapter out, but I was sick and then off schedule, then things in RL have been trying to pull me away. I hope this makes up for it. :)