Summary: Starts with the resurrection spell and goes completely AU. Willow decides that Buffy must return. Since Tara, Anya, and Xander refuse to do the spell, she uses magic to get her way. When she does the spell, she is found unworthy. The cost, Buffy. The Slayer merges herself with Buffy trying to save her, but it will not be enough if Spike can not save them in time.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3224

Summary: Can Buffy move on with her life after fleeing the abuse she endured for years? Can a world she never knew about scare her away from the man she was always meant to be with?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1252

Summary: William ‘Spike’ Nagle was still a rookie cop when he got the break of his career. Aiding in the rescue of fourteen-year-old kidnap victim, Buffy Anne Summers, changed not only his job status but his personal life. Four years later she’s come back into his world insisting she wasn’t the only victim. Together they search for the girl that everyone else says doesn’t exist. In the process of discovering the truth, Buffy struggles to reclaim her life and ends up changing Spike’s yet again.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75001

Summary: Spike Bledsoe finds himself between the rock and the hard place. To save his son he must choose between the love of his life and the child he needs to protect. Will his plans succeed, or fall to dust.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 47020

Summary: Buffy returns from the dead haunted by a little girl in a cave crying out for her, needing her. Unsure of where or when the child Kaia is from, she turns to Willow for help to contact her. Willow goes one step further, sending Buffy into the past. Now she has to find her way home. Can Spike find her before something terrible happens?


Nominated at Rogue Poet Awards in Best WIP and Best Plot and at Spuffy awards for Most Original Plot, Best General Angst, and Best General Romance, Nominated for round 11 Fang Fetish Awards for Most Original and Best Angst/Dark, SunnyD Awards for Best Author/Best Drama/Best Angst/Best OC (Groma)/Best Plot/Best Unfinished (whew! and Thanks!) and Nommed at The Readers Have Chosen for the July 2009 Fanfic poll, too. OH, and I forgot Spark and Burn Awards, Reader's Choice, RD 6 for Best Plot, Best Angst, Best OC - Groma, and Best Villain - Kahn. YAY!
***Awards Won***
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 18
-Best Drama - Spuffy, Winner
-Best Angst - Runner Up
-Best Original Character, Groma - Runner Up
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 50629

Summary: Buffy Summers moves in to a five bedroom house for her first year at UC Sunnydale. She meets Spike and there's an instant attraction, but his dark past and her own insecurities may keep them apart.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 136761

Summary:

Angel started the last war when he decided to take down Wolfram & Hart and the Circle of the Black Thorn. Evil won.

The Divine Balance intervened to change this outcome and bring in a new family that will forever change Buffy and company. There will be love, there will be drama and there will be a prophecy...isn't there always?

UPDATE: This story is going through some major changes! I have not abandoned it. I will forewarn all that I was going to take it completely down, at first, but decided against it. I will be posting each chapter over as they are edited! Please take note that you may have to go back to re-read, as even characters and my time-line have changed drastically. I have been following time-line's given in fangedfour.com and another website based on the Slayers. I did some research when I realized my dates were not jiving with BTVS verse at all. However, my story is VERY AU and at times characters may be OOC. If this isn't your thing, then this story isn't for you.

NOTE: There isn't bashing per say, more along the lines of pointing out negative characteristics of canon characters...Although, I do have an intense dislike for Angel's character...So, if it's not your thing, sorry, then!

Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 19648

Summary: Ever since Buffy's father left them 8 years ago, she and her younger sister Dawn have been under the control of their abusive elder sibling, Drusilla. The Christmas holiday is approaching, and Dru is determined that everything will be perfect for her new boyfriend's arrival. Spike Reynolds has spent the last few years fixing people. What happens when he finds someone who might be broken beyond repair?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 13866

Summary: After her parents divorce, Buffy's father becomes abusive. The only other person she is willing to entrust with this secret is her childhood best friend, William Giles. Can he save her before it's too late? (***WARNING*** Deals w/ issues of child abuse)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17362

Summary: Spike Levingsthon n’a jamais aimé jouer selon les règles. Il vit à cent mille à l’heure sans se soucier des limites, ni vraiment des autres. C’est pour cette raison qu’il est un des meilleurs chasseur de primes qui existe. Mais son monde va être mis sans dessus dessous quand il décide de poursuivre Hank Summers et que sa fille Buffy décide de se mettre sur son chemin. Il ne faut jamais sous estimer l’amour d’une fille pour son père, parfois elles sont prêtes à tout, même à y laisser leur âme. Avertissement : C’est une histoire plutôt dure, Spike et Buffy sont loin d’être des tendres. mais je vous certifie une fin heureuse
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 41957

Summary: Newly made vampire Buffy Summers is in need of a new Sire. She makes her way to Sunnydale where she will be apointed one. Who will it be? What happened to her old one?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4177

Summary: A young woman with a tortured life must escape the clutches of a powerful man whom her uncle/guardian angered. Can a stranger from her past help her? Will they become something more? This is my first fic ever so patience please :)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4244