loved it! more soon!

Oh poor them.....for both are at a point of time that their age can make them love but want different things. The longer it goes the more Spike will see things he wants and needs slipping away. He'd want to have a family at about this age so he can enjoy them growing up and not look or act more like their grandfather. Buffy being so young and not seeing that many women are married, pregnant, and yet in medical school, law school, and still making it all work. Both of them are insecure about this relationship for different reasons, it's new and they jumped the gun on having sex before getting the basics of getting to know a bit more about each other. Great job and the complexity of an older man/younger woman's trouble. I'm sorry that Buffy's inexperience in relationships have kept her from being honest about taking the morning after pill. Not by doing it, but telling William, for honesty at that time would've been the best policy instead of living with the secret and it coming out in some fashion that William will take it badly. But then where would be the angsty stuff. And if they don't talk soon and William continues on like this, he will start to think he is second best, not to a husband this time but to a career.....love is as love is, either you find it and work to keep it, or let what you think is more important then love make it that love them slips between your fingers and all you have left is a cold career to keep you warm at night, or someone else that you may love but not as much as the one you let slip away and then giving you just a smiggin of a love life you could've had. I wonder if either of them will be willing to fight to keep what they have.....for it will take both for it to be able to be saved and cherished.

Great chapter! Can't wait to see what happens next! Please update soon!

wow! That was deep. I loved this update and the peek into Spike's past. More soon!

Yeah, Buffy will better not tell William at the moment she got herself a 'morning after' pill. Oh I see William had is share of 'bad' relationships in the past... being second in a relationship. I really hope love will be enough for them. It will make everything easier. They just have keep really talking together, not simply live side by side.

Nothing bad happened in this chapter yet it was still kinda hearbreaking. I guess it's because she has so much doubt and they are both in a weird position. It makes it more raw, real and this story more believable. Great chapter! I can't wait to see how this story works out.

Hmmm, and here I thought we were going to have a baby to look forward to. Oh, well. Secrets - bad. I feel angst coming on --soon please:)

Very nice chapter. Its good to have some back ground on William. I'm glad that he has been in love before, and not just had meaningless relationships. Can't wait for more.

great update