Summary: Spike comforts Buffy after her mother's death
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 5217
Member Since: 05/26/2006
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Okay, it's been many months since I've updated my stories. I wouldn't blame anyone for giving up on me. But here I am updating! My daughter claims Buffy changed my life, helped me decide to launch a new career and take on other unexpected challenges,
. She may be right.
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Okay, it's been many months since I've updated my stories. I wouldn't blame anyone for giving up on me. But here I am updating! My daughter claims Buffy changed my life, helped me decide to launch a new career and take on other unexpected challenges,
. She may be right.
Reviews by Satindoll
[Report This] Published: 05/11/2003 Updated: 08/30/2009
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed 
Date: 07/19/2007 Title: Chapter 3: And...What?
Date: 07/19/2007 Title: Chapter 3: And...What?
Hey Pari! I like this fic so far. I'm just starting a story set at roughly the same time so i'm especially interested to see where you take this. I'm looking forward to more.
Sd
Summary: After the death of her first love, Buffy Summers swore to never give her heart to another. But with the addition of an unwelcome houseguest into her life, Buffy begins to realize she may have to rethink that vow… (All-human AU)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 72 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 182599
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 72 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 182599
[Report This] Published: 10/17/2004 Updated: 10/20/2006
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 06/16/2006 Title: Chapter 36: Chapter Thirty-Five
Date: 06/16/2006 Title: Chapter 36: Chapter Thirty-Five
Oh, jealous, violent Spike is kinda scary. Are we foreshadowing something here? I hope he doesn't lose it and make things go pear-shaped.... looking forward to more. Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 06/24/2006 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter Thirty-Six
Date: 06/24/2006 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter Thirty-Six
Loved this chapter. Oh, I'm a total sucker for Spike doing angst. I haven't hit a writers block yet - heck I've only been writing for a few weeks - but I know you'll eventually feel the flow. Looking forward to it when it comes.
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 07/05/2006 Title: Chapter 40: Chapter Thirty-Nine
Date: 07/05/2006 Title: Chapter 40: Chapter Thirty-Nine
Oh the pain, the anguish. I love it!!! But I'm holding out the hope that while he will no doubt screw up again and again, our hero with eventually stop being such a prick and he and Buffy will be happy again. Yes?
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 07/11/2006 Title: Chapter 42: Chapter Forty-One
Date: 07/11/2006 Title: Chapter 42: Chapter Forty-One
Double oy! You're really laying it on now. I'm scared. I hope nobody gets irreparable hurt here.
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 07/14/2006 Title: Chapter 43: Chapter Forty-Two
Date: 07/14/2006 Title: Chapter 43: Chapter Forty-Two
Okay. Everybody is wading in so I might as well get into it too.
Spike and Buffy each have issues that they have not addressed. They found each other, which has been good for both of them, but there are older, underlying hurts that they need to face and deal with. Spike is not a social drinker - whatever that means - he is using alcohol to numb his pain. Whether or not this is alcoholism isn't really important - it is an unhealthy relationship with booze that is damaging his life and could imperil his future with Buffy. Buffy has been using Spike to feel alive and engaged with the world again. This isn't a bad thing necessarily, but now she is isolated in a new environment and he is proving that he can't be everything for her. Big surprise? Well, maybe to a totally naive romantic, but most of us eventually figure out that our significant other can't be our significant only.
I am optomistic that these two bright young people can come to grips with their problems and go on to have a mostly happy life. That's the best any of us can hope for, really. It's never ALL puppies and hugs.
I'm impressed that someone as young as I think you are has been able to realistically capture the complexities of real life in these two flawed but simpathetic characters. I commend you for the great story telling.
I suspect some of your critics are looking for pure fantasy and romance. I can respect that, but you are under no obligation to provide what they can certainly find elsewhere. I, for one, am loving this fic.
Sd
Author's Response: Thank you. With this story. I set out to tell something other than pure fantasy. Relationships--even when two people are very much in love--are hard to make work. These are two very flawed characters, as I believe they were in the show in many respects. They tried to fix all of their emotional problems by simply being together and believing love could overcome anything, and sadly, this is rarely actually the case. They're going to have to deal with their own emotional issues before they can truly have a stable relationship.
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 08/22/2006 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter Forty-Nine
Date: 08/22/2006 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter Forty-Nine
Yummy! I love the scene with Eve. Buffy nailed her to the wall. Okay, now to the good stuff? A little more angst is okay, but there is good stuff coming right? With the still gorgeous rocker honey? Many are waiting with baited breath for what will no doubt be a very hot reunion. Just so you know. Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 09/14/2006 Title: Chapter 57: Chapter Fifty-Six
Date: 09/14/2006 Title: Chapter 57: Chapter Fifty-Six
I love the slow, steady torture you've devised. Evil, evil author!!
Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 09/30/2006 Title: Chapter 63: Chapter Sixty-Two
Date: 09/30/2006 Title: Chapter 63: Chapter Sixty-Two
I love the My Little Pony reference. Those things were always so over the top. It's so great to have them together again. But will they be able to deal once they leave the cozy comfort of Spike's house?
Sd
P.S. Yes, I know I'm paranoid!
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 10/02/2006 Title: Chapter 64: Chapter Sixty-Three
Date: 10/02/2006 Title: Chapter 64: Chapter Sixty-Three
NOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! He won't lose her. I just know you've got better things in mind for our lovers. That Eve should be throttled!
Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 10/14/2006 Title: Chapter 69: Chapter Sixty-Eight
Date: 10/14/2006 Title: Chapter 69: Chapter Sixty-Eight
Leave? leave what? You mean the school, right? You do, don't you? Arghhhhhhh!
Sd
Summary: Updated Summary. Buffy has gone on a ‘date’ with Spike but come home with ‘William’. And the charm to get Spike back involves the Slayer in a lot of desire, need and love.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 70668
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 70668
[Report This] Published: 01/20/2005 Updated: 08/20/2007
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 05/27/2007 Title: Chapter 4: Chp 4 Breaking and Entering
Date: 05/27/2007 Title: Chapter 4: Chp 4 Breaking and Entering
Yummy! Just found your wonderful story. Thanks for all the Spuffiness! Sd
Summary: This is a continuation of Origins, and picks up shortly after the end of the first book. What happens to everyone now that Willow is gone from Revello Drive and Angel knows? Winner, Best Spike Hero, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 5; Judge's Choice Winner, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 5; Runner-up, Best WIP, Blood Ties Awards, Round 1; Runner-up, Best Claiming, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 7, Winner, Best Written, Lost In Spike Awards, Round 7, Judge's Choice Award, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 7; Runner-up, Best Spike Characterization, Spuffy Awards, Round 8; Winner, Best Crossover, Love's Last Glimpse Award, Round 11. And one for me -- Runner-up, Best Author, Love's Last Glimpse Awards, Round 11. Winner: Best Original Use of a supporting character for Dawn, Round One, Fang Fetish Awards. Judge's Choice Winner for Round One, Fang Fetish Awards
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 78 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 322050
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 78 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 322050
[Report This] Published: 03/12/2005 Updated: 05/30/2007
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 10/04/2006 Title: Chapter 30: Ache of heaven
Date: 10/04/2006 Title: Chapter 30: Ache of heaven
Okay, now I'm worried.
Satindoll
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 10/04/2006 Title: Chapter 30: Ache of heaven
Date: 10/04/2006 Title: Chapter 30: Ache of heaven
Okay, now I'm worried.
Satindoll
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 11/22/2006 Title: Chapter 38: The monsters of our childhood
Date: 11/22/2006 Title: Chapter 38: The monsters of our childhood
arghhhhh! This forgetting thing reminds me of menopause. It so sucks!! But the chapter was great.
Sd
Summary: A young woman goes looking for revenge and finds more than she bargained for… (set in an alternate season 2)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 121638
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 121638
[Report This] Published: 09/07/2005 Updated: 07/10/2006
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 06/25/2006 Title: Chapter 42: Chapter Forty-Two
Date: 06/25/2006 Title: Chapter 42: Chapter Forty-Two
Come on people, let's all follow the plot! Nice Willow, geeky and unsure of herself just like I remember her. You've got me worried about Nancy's evil plan. So I guess I'll be here reading when you post the next installment. Thanks Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 06/27/2006 Title: Chapter 43: Chapter Forty-Three
Date: 06/27/2006 Title: Chapter 43: Chapter Forty-Three
Oy! (American spelling) Talk about hairy cliff-hangers. I'll be hanging here all day or whatever waiting to find out if she's okay. Buffy is okay? right? I mean, you can't kill off your protagonist can you? That wouldn't be very nice, or practical for that matter. No Buffy, no more Spuffy! so she must be okay. Yea!
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 07/11/2006 Title: Chapter 49: Epilogue
Date: 07/11/2006 Title: Chapter 49: Epilogue
Love the bit about Willow having potential to be a horror movie victim! I also enjoyed the bit about needing a better metaphor (lol) the curse of the fan fiction author turned into a joke! You did cover a lot of ground angst-wise...but brought us ultimately to a happy ending! Thank you for a great story.
Summary: Buffy and Spike are expecting their first child and planning their wedding. What could make their lives even better? How about yet another apocalypse… (sequel to my fic "Daylight")
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57531
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57531
[Report This] Published: 09/14/2005 Updated: 10/02/2006
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 10/01/2006 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty-Two
Date: 10/01/2006 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty-Two
Okay, yummy possibilities for Emma and Aiden. The wedding, babies, more Key inquiries. Looks like you've got gobs of things to write about. I'm liking it just fine! Glad to see them all home safe and maybe the time difference will help Emma see more of Aiden than they thought? My little brain doesn't handle the time issues very well...I'll have to think about that.
Sd
Summary: Set many years in the future, Buffy and Spike are together and Buffy has reached a "certain age." Spike and Buffy have a daughter (long story) and she has convinced them to take her trick-or-treating for Halloween in California. Seasonal references galore!! Also some friendly Spuffiness.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42001
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42001
[Report This] Published: 05/29/2006 Updated: 06/09/2009
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 07/16/2009 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter One
Date: 07/16/2009 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter One
This is a great fic!!! Just kidding, it's me making sure I still remember how to put a review on the Realm...
Summary: Recently dumped and still bitter, William "Spike" Pratt is having difficulty finding inspiration for his second book of poetry—despite his rapidly approaching publishing deadline—when fate steps in and Spike is given his very own muse. But what happens when he finds himself falling for her? Can love exist between two people from such different worlds? (Mostly-human AU)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 47887
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 47887
[Report This] Published: 07/31/2006 Updated: 10/05/2006
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 08/14/2006 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter Three
Date: 08/14/2006 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter Three
I love the bit about Ben and Jerry! They might actually be pixies for all I know! This is so much fun. I'm really glad you are making it your own. I'm not so terribly up on muses that your version will cause any dissonance anyway. And I'm enjoying your take on the muse. More is eagerly anticipated.
Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 09/17/2006 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter Thirteen
Date: 09/17/2006 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter Thirteen
Well, I like the idea of moving the story along. I'm not getting any writing done lately, but I'm always happy to have chapters of your fics to read!! I think I know where this is going. They're going to get to stay together forever, right? Oh, well, I can dream can't I? Keep the chapters coming, I've enjoyed every single one and look forward to the next!
Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 09/30/2006 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter Nineteen
Date: 09/30/2006 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter Nineteen
Not evil. So promising. More soon, please. Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 10/04/2006 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter Twenty
Date: 10/04/2006 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter Twenty
I loved it! Especially when he takes down her hair and removes her chiton. Big with the meaningful gazes etc.
Sd
Reviewer: Satindoll Signed
Date: 10/06/2006 Title: Chapter 21: Epilogue
Date: 10/06/2006 Title: Chapter 21: Epilogue
Ah! Good to know how one pads a chapter to 1000 words when it really doesn't need to be that long!! I loved the premise of Buffy as Spike's muse. You took it in a very thoughtful direction. And then, of course, there was the lustiness. Thank you for this and all your wonderful fics!
Sd