Summary: Life, freedom, feelings. There was no place for them here. This was hell, and she its most valued possession.

Buffy's life takes an unexpected turn after being kidnapped, and as the line between sanity and madness starts to blur, the opportunity of freedom will present itself. Will she find enough will to live to take it, or will she take the easy way out and give in to the pain consuming her soul?
And what does one ruthless vampire thirsty for her life have to to do with all this?
When their paths cross perhaps they'll both realize that love can appear when you least expect it.



*Runner up as a best new author at the SunnyD Awards, Round 18* Thank you!!! :D
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Spike/Other
Completed: Yes

Summary: Set sometime after 'Dead Things.' After the events of The Heart of Her, Buffy is conflicted. Unsure of who she is or what she needs, Spike sets out to help her find the answers. This fic can be read as a stand-alone, but as the second installment in a series it helps to have read the previous story.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Completed: Yes

Summary: Set during Pangs, Buffy, alone in Giles' apartment on Thanksgiving, gets some help cooking.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes

Summary: Season 7. Takes place directly after the events in 'Shower Interruptus'. Buffy was going down to the basement to tell Spike of her feelings for him.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes

Summary: Après avoir failli mourir, Riley décide de vivre sa vie pleinement et fait certaines demandes à Buffy qui la mettent mal à l’aise. De son côté, Tara vit la même chose quand Willow veut elle aussi épicer leur vie sexuelle. Étrangement elle se tourne toutes les deux vers Spike pour des conseils étant donné son statut centenaire et ce vampire un peu casse pied que tout le monde aime détester prend une toute nouvelle signification à leur yeux en leur apprenant une leçon importante : Parfois tout l’amour du monde ne vaut pas la peine de se trahir sois même...
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Completed: No

Summary: Set during season 4 after 'Harsh Light of Day'.

A new and powerful vampire has surfaced and imprisons Buffy with a plan to rid the world of Slayers. Caged and helpless, she just may have to rely on her mortal enemy Spike for help.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Completed: No

Summary: 2nd entry in the new "Slayer's Pet" series. It would be helpful to you to read "Slayer's Pet" before reading this one, but not necessary. Just know that in the first fic, Buffy discovered that previous Slayers have had vampire pets -- and she wants one, namely Spike. In this installment, Mistress and pet have a bit of a disagreement concerning a certain leather slave oufit :) hope you enjoy :)
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Completed: Yes

Summary: This would be an alternate season 6. Buffy and Spike are together and happy, but Buffy is worn out from slaying and working. This almost gets her killed one night, then Spike decides to fix the problem himself.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes

Summary: Spike's crazy in the high school basement; Willow's off with the coven in England; Dawn's starting high school. And nightmares are plaguing some of Sunnydale's residence. But do these dreams stay in your subconcious?
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No

Summary: Spike saves Buffy from utter disaster, and he gets a reward he never expected. - after “First Date” with minor alterations (aka ignorations)
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: No

Summary: Spike makes Buffy an offer she can't refuse. Set in Season 2, around the time of “What’s My Line – Part 1.” Then it…um…goes a bit AU.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Completed: Yes

Summary:
What if things had gone just a little differently when Spike came to Buffy for help after he was chipped? Goes seriously AU after 'Pangs'.
Winner of Best General Long Fiction and Judges' Choice General Excellent Author at the Spuffy Awards! Thank you, all the mods and everyone who voted for me! Nominated for Best Sex and Best Alternate Reality at the Spark and Burn Awards!
Much as I'd love to own Spike (as who doesn't) you know the drill. Joss, ME and Fox own everything. I'm just playing in their sandbox.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes