Summary: Spike gets to discover what it means to be human again and he finds it hard to cope with the changes it causes in him. Meanwhile, Buffy feels guilty that she is pleased about it as she knows he's hurting, but can't understand his aversion to it. And that is only the beginning of a journey that will make them re-evaluate their lives. There are many challenges ahead.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 53510

Summary: The scars on her face have made her a recluse but when the bleached stranger barges into the small town like a black clad hurricane, he throws her quiet life right out of whack. He’s aggravating, unpredictable, and oh so hot.

The destiny she never thought she’d have is set in motion the minute she starts having dreams of being someone else. But how can she figure out what it means when she forgets as soon as she wakes up?

The story is AU but it’s a world that has all the supernatural in it.







Nominated at SunnyD, Round 26, for Best Plot, Best NC-17, Best Romance. A massive thank you for nominating me!! :)

Won Best NC-17 and got a Runner Up for Best Plot. Thank, you thank, you, thank you to those of you who voted!!! :D I'm the happiest writer in the world.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 137157

Summary: Sequel to "Keep Getting Better". It's now been four years since Spike came back. They have a daughter and a son. They are trying to have another baby, and they aren't getting any luck in that department.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1732

Summary: Sequel to Cheating on Riley
Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2306

Summary: When Spike insults Buffy during Season 5's 'Checkpoint', she doesn't walk away. Short and sweet 'cut scene'-type ficlet. (Originally published in 2001.)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1049

Summary: Spike stops by to visit Buffy at her work. As usual, sparks fly, and Buffy’s deals with her own demons regarding their past relationship.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1255

Summary: A 'What If?' story. Remember in 'Chosen' when Buffy and Angel talked about Spike, and what he meant to her? Well, what if...?
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5833

Summary: This the way I would have ended “Chosen” and our beloved BTVPS!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1093

Summary: Dawn needs help at Christmas - goodness, who can she turn to!
Categories: Comedy fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1360

Summary: After rejecting Spike, Buffy has an unexpected encounter in a cemetery that changes her mind.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7460

Summary: Post-‘Chosen’. Numbed by losing Spike and the love he willingly offered her, Buffy makes a Christmas wish that throws her into a world of feeling she had almost forgotten existed.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3728

Summary: A Season 7 Christmas fic. A little dark, a bit angsty.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1786

Summary: Post-"Fool for Love". Buffy and Spike share a rare moment of civil conversation on her back porch. Rating for language and Spike's filthy, filthy imagination.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1607