Summary: Buffy the Vampire Slayer died in pieces. First, her spirit, lost when the love of her life burst into flames to close the hellmouth. Then, her body, when she was drained of ever last drop of blood. Finally, she lost her soul, when the vampire who killed her brought her back to life. Now, all traces of the sweet Buffy are completely gone, and the new slayers are hunting the Biggest Bad. Elizabeth the Bloody, a vampire known for killing anyone and anything she's paid to kill. But what happens when the Powers That Be decide to send her back the thing that started it all?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6163

Summary: Spike and Buffy are a couple and everybody knows it. But is it really the spuffy paradise of two hearts in love? Hardly; Spike's closet is full of skeletons that he has no intention of displaying, and Buffy has a secret of her own. The dynamic between them is a bit different as they actually seem to get along most of the time. But there's just so many things left unsaid, that when a new big bad comes to town, it gets... complicated.
Alternative season 6. Adventures, angst and romance.
Warning of kinky/freaky is for some scenes only, there will be vanilla sex too. Still, the story is not smut.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Freaky/Kinky, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 14302

Summary: Starts with the resurrection spell and goes completely AU. Willow decides that Buffy must return. Since Tara, Anya, and Xander refuse to do the spell, she uses magic to get her way. When she does the spell, she is found unworthy. The cost, Buffy. The Slayer merges herself with Buffy trying to save her, but it will not be enough if Spike can not save them in time.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3224

Summary: Can Buffy move on with her life after fleeing the abuse she endured for years? Can a world she never knew about scare her away from the man she was always meant to be with?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1252

Summary: Imagine this as a re-telling of Season 6. Beginning at the moment Spike and Buffy see one another for the first time since her resurrection, the Slayer finds a comfort in the vampire that she’d never felt before. When their respective feelings for one another rapidly grow into a secret romance, what will happen when Buffy’s friends learn the truth?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 73 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 232447

Summary: Buffy and Spike have been tossed through time with clues and a rock. A new slayer is joined by her council and The scoobs regroup.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24860

Summary: Alternate Season 5 Of Angel.



What might have happened if Buffy didn't leave Spike at the end of Season 7 of Buffy and went into the amulet with him.



What will Angel Investigations do when they land in Angel's Office together in Los Angelos?







What will happen to Buffy and Spike?



Will they finally be together?



Will Spike be the same person who went into the amulet or would he have changed?



Starts right at the end of Buffy Season 7 in the cave.









This is a completely up to date one, and i plan to finish it, let me know over the next couple of weeks if you have an ideas for the next few chapters.





Much Love as Always





xX Lilly Xx
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5334

Summary: Spike works for the FBI and has to go undercover to solve a recently developed slave ring. He ends up working for Angel O'Connor an evil mob boss whose latest buisness venture includes shipping women in from foreign countries and selling them off as slaves. While undercover one of the women he has to "train" is Elizabeth Summers a 18 year old who gets under his skin.
Categories: Fantasy/AU
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 14229

Summary: Spike leaves after Tabula Rasa. Unable to cope without Spike, Buffy's life spirals out of control until she believes she belongs in the darkness. Only after Spike returns is Buffy forced to face not only herself but the life she's created.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2933

Summary: Buffy returns from the dead haunted by a little girl in a cave crying out for her, needing her. Unsure of where or when the child Kaia is from, she turns to Willow for help to contact her. Willow goes one step further, sending Buffy into the past. Now she has to find her way home. Can Spike find her before something terrible happens?


Nominated at Rogue Poet Awards in Best WIP and Best Plot and at Spuffy awards for Most Original Plot, Best General Angst, and Best General Romance, Nominated for round 11 Fang Fetish Awards for Most Original and Best Angst/Dark, SunnyD Awards for Best Author/Best Drama/Best Angst/Best OC (Groma)/Best Plot/Best Unfinished (whew! and Thanks!) and Nommed at The Readers Have Chosen for the July 2009 Fanfic poll, too. OH, and I forgot Spark and Burn Awards, Reader's Choice, RD 6 for Best Plot, Best Angst, Best OC - Groma, and Best Villain - Kahn. YAY!
***Awards Won***
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 18
-Best Drama - Spuffy, Winner
-Best Angst - Runner Up
-Best Original Character, Groma - Runner Up
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 50629

Summary: For once, life was being good to Spike. His seer was his best friend, Buffy was his girl, and all was quiet on the apocalypse front. He should have known better than to let his guard down.

This is the sequel to Alone, Lost, and Found.

It contains spoilers for season four of Supernatural up to the episode On the Head of A Pin.
Categories: General
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13835

Summary: The Slayer knew there would be repercussions if the Scooby Gang ever discovered how close she and Spike had become. She needed time to find a way to fit the illicit relationship into her life, and convinced Spike to keep their love a secret for now. Unfortunately, no secret is safe on the Hellmouth. When the fit hit the shan, the Slayer once again sacrificed herself and her own happiness in order to keep those around her happy. Until one day, when saving the world, and maybe even saving the Slayer, all came down to one peroxide vampire and the strength of his love.

Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 18485