Summary: Still going through the motions of everyday life and slayage, Buffy and Spike come across a demon that changes their very existence.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 37051
Member Since: 12/16/2012
Membership status: Member
Bio:
What can I say? I love to write, but I hate writing my bio.
I started off watching BTVS when it first started, lost interest for a while and finally came back to it towards the end. A couple years ago I got back into it when I picked up the series on DVD. I had read fan fic in other fandoms, but for some reason didn't discover Buffy fanfic until this past year. But now that I have, I've found that I can't seem to give it up. :)
As I already mentioned, I love writing. I didn't realize it at the time, but I was writing fan fic (in other fandoms) and original fiction all through high school. Now, years (and unfortunately I do mean years) later I am starting to get back into writing on a regular basis.
There are several plot ideas that are swirling around in my head. I've started putting some to paper, but I have yet to post them. Hopefully soon!
Membership status: Member
Bio:
What can I say? I love to write, but I hate writing my bio.
I started off watching BTVS when it first started, lost interest for a while and finally came back to it towards the end. A couple years ago I got back into it when I picked up the series on DVD. I had read fan fic in other fandoms, but for some reason didn't discover Buffy fanfic until this past year. But now that I have, I've found that I can't seem to give it up. :)
As I already mentioned, I love writing. I didn't realize it at the time, but I was writing fan fic (in other fandoms) and original fiction all through high school. Now, years (and unfortunately I do mean years) later I am starting to get back into writing on a regular basis.
There are several plot ideas that are swirling around in my head. I've started putting some to paper, but I have yet to post them. Hopefully soon!
Favorite Stories
[Report This] Published: 06/27/2006 Updated: 07/08/2006
Summary: Spike is absolutely certain that after tying Buffy up and ranting at her and Drusilla, the Slayer's going to want nothing to do with him. But when a witch curses Buffy and then she comes down with a mysterious, possibly deadly ailment, he might be the only one who can help Nominated at Spark & Burn Awards Round 4: Best Plot, Best Angst, Best Romance
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 87341
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 87341
[Report This] Published: 10/21/2006 Updated: 02/09/2008
Summary: Buffy/Spike stream of conscious thoughts as they are under Willow's spell. The story tells the events that follow the spell's end.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 103743
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 103743
[Report This] Published: 05/24/2005 Updated: 07/05/2005
Summary: The sequel to "Are We Friends?", this picks up immediately after Buffy and Spike's night together. Can they remain friends now? Will it turn into something more? How will the Scoobies and Angel respond if it does? What about Riley? All questions to be answered....
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 61752
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 61752
[Report This] Published: 02/25/2007 Updated: 03/03/2007
Summary: The sequel to 'Soul Inside', picks up where that left off. If you haven't read the previous one, then this one won't make sense!! Go on, read it; you know you want to...
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 8481
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 8481
[Report This] Published: 04/07/2010 Updated: 03/02/2011
Summary: 
An accidental wish makes Buffy switch places with her future self. Winner of Best Alternate Reality and nominated for Best Sex at the Fang Fetish Awards. Thank you to all the mods and everyone who nominated and voted for me! Nominated in several categories in the Spark and Burn Awards!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30656
An accidental wish makes Buffy switch places with her future self. Winner of Best Alternate Reality and nominated for Best Sex at the Fang Fetish Awards. Thank you to all the mods and everyone who nominated and voted for me! Nominated in several categories in the Spark and Burn Awards!Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30656
[Report This] Published: 03/09/2008 Updated: 03/09/2008
Summary: Buffy finds that Spike has taken her instructions to "move on" to heart and has a revelation of her own when she finds him packing.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2863
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2863
[Report This] Published: 06/03/2007 Updated: 06/03/2007
Summary: When Buffy discovers that she's pregnant, she finds her whole world has turned upside down. How will she deal with the months leading up to the baby's arrival--cribs, bottles, breast pumps and dreaded maternity clothes? And she'll find out that friends and enemies aren't as they seem...
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 71657
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 71657
[Report This] Published: 11/23/2003 Updated: 05/18/2004
Summary: AU Story. 24 year old virgin, Buffy, never had a boyfriend and is shy around men. Not knowing how to act around them or to get their attention. Spike’s your typical ‘bad boy’ though soft on the inside. He owns a bar where Buffy and her friends have been coming to the last two weeks.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 58463
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 58463
[Report This] Published: 01/10/2006 Updated: 07/30/2006
Summary: COMPLETE! New summary: Buffy was dumped by her boyfriend, Angel, for being an inadequate girlfriend in bed. Desperate to get him back, Buffy asks her best friend Spike to tutor her in the ways of lust. Will their friendship remain the same as the bleached blonde teaches Buffy how to please a man in bed?
NEW NOMINATION: This story has been nominated for the FL awards for best Spike Characterization. Special thanks to the person who nominated! Those of you who would like to vote for me can go to this link: http://community.livejournal.com/fl_awards/
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 47399
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 47399
[Report This] Published: 12/08/2006 Updated: 03/30/2007
Summary: The sequel to Someday Soon. Begins right after Spike leaves to go get a new shirt.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 37929
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 37929
[Report This] Published: 02/11/2005 Updated: 02/28/2005
Summary: There’s a glitch using those Ghorah eggs as a surprising result develops from Dawns attempt to bring back her mother. Those developments both thrill and horrify Spike as the scoobies and Buffy discover the man behind the mask. Can a mothers love heal and bind or should the past be left in the grave?
Setting: Season 5 mid episode "Forever" going AU from there. Liberal changes made to the ritual Dawn uses for the resurrection spell.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 76266
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 76266
[Report This] Published: 10/13/2006 Updated: 07/16/2007
Summary: A year after saying good bye, Spike finds Buffy again—and discovers he's been given a gift he'd never thought was possible. (post-"Chosen," "Not Fade Away")
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5973
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5973
[Report This] Published: 03/30/2006 Updated: 03/30/2006
Summary: WIP Set between seasons 4 and 5. After Buffy is exposed to the poison of a demon, Riley and Buffy fight when he refuses to "take advantage" of her. Spike however has no such compunction.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 69470
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 69470
[Report This] Published: 10/31/2004 Updated: 07/06/2005
Summary: What would happen if Twilight characters came to Sunnydale during the musical episode? Parody. Don't worry!
Categories: Ficlets/Drabbles
Characters: None
Genres: Parody
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1940
Categories: Ficlets/Drabbles
Characters: None
Genres: Parody
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1940
[Report This] Published: 04/03/2011 Updated: 04/03/2011
Summary: When you're evil, you're evil, right? Not necessarily. Not in William The Bloody's case, anyway. He's still as big of a Big Bad as they come -- but keep in mind that it's always been his passion that has gotten him as far as he is now. And maybe, just maybe, if that passion were tweaked a little bit... directed toward a certain person... We could see what Spike was really capable of.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 107705
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 107705
[Report This] Published: 03/23/2006 Updated: 06/01/2006
Summary: 
Buffy vanishes after stopping Adam and the Powers That Be bring over another Buffy from a parallel dimension to take her place.
Winner of Best Fluff and Runner Up for Best Author, Best Angst and Best Pairing at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34596
Buffy vanishes after stopping Adam and the Powers That Be bring over another Buffy from a parallel dimension to take her place.
Winner of Best Fluff and Runner Up for Best Author, Best Angst and Best Pairing at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34596
[Report This] Published: 08/09/2009 Updated: 08/13/2009
Summary: Set post ATF, spoilers through Chosen and Never Fade Away, goes AU after that.
Buffy is once again mourning the loss of the men she loved when she receives an unusual visitor. It appears she may have a second chance (or should we call it a fourth or fifth chance?). Will she take it? Does he want her to?
Nominated at the Fang Fetish Awards!! Thank You.
Nominated at the Spuffy Awards for Best General Saga, Best General Angst and Best General "We Missed the Bed, Again" !!!!!!!!!!!!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 32027
Nominated at the Fang Fetish Awards!! Thank You.
Nominated at the Spuffy Awards for Best General Saga, Best General Angst and Best General "We Missed the Bed, Again" !!!!!!!!!!!!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 32027
[Report This] Published: 02/26/2008 Updated: 04/19/2008
Summary: 
William knew that she considered him a friend or maybe even a big brother, but she'd promised to marry him once and he had every intention of holding her to it. Just as soon as he worked up the nerve to remind her, that is. Who says you can't find your soul-mate in preschool?
Nominated at the Sunny D Awards and at Cradle of Humanity! Thank You.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 54587
William knew that she considered him a friend or maybe even a big brother, but she'd promised to marry him once and he had every intention of holding her to it. Just as soon as he worked up the nerve to remind her, that is. Who says you can't find your soul-mate in preschool?
Nominated at the Sunny D Awards and at Cradle of Humanity! Thank You.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 54587
[Report This] Published: 05/11/2008 Updated: 10/20/2009
Summary: Buffy and Spike are stepsiblings. When Spike started seeing Dru and then eventually went away to live with her, him and Buffy drifted apart (No actual Dru/Spike scenes planned). Buffy went away to college and made a new life for herself, then one day out of the blue Spike rings her asking for a place to stay. After years of estrangement they realise they no longer know how to act like brother and sister. While they’re getting closer again they find out how dangerous that can be.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: Protect Me
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57439
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: Protect Me
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57439
[Report This] Published: 03/19/2009 Updated: 04/22/2010
Summary: 
23 year-old Buffy has to spend her summer with her teenage cousin Xander and his cousin Will... who's no longer the shy boy she remembers. Or is he?--------------------------------COMPLETE
Note: Although this started as a 'Romance' it would now better fit the Porn With Plot category (if there was one)... I guess that can be expected when Spike is a teenage hormone bomb!***Nominated at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards in the Best W.I.P category.
Winner of 'Judge's Choice - THE ECSTASY AWARD' at the Forbidden Awards', Runner Up Best AU at the Indigo Crypt Awards, and Reader's Choice - BEST FANTASY 'WE MISSED THE BED AGAIN' at the Spuffy Awards! ***YAYYYYYY *does happy dance* Thank you Carrie and xenachakram12 (lj), you rock!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 86584
23 year-old Buffy has to spend her summer with her teenage cousin Xander and his cousin Will... who's no longer the shy boy she remembers. Or is he?--------------------------------COMPLETE
Note: Although this started as a 'Romance' it would now better fit the Porn With Plot category (if there was one)... I guess that can be expected when Spike is a teenage hormone bomb!***Nominated at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards in the Best W.I.P category.
Winner of 'Judge's Choice - THE ECSTASY AWARD' at the Forbidden Awards', Runner Up Best AU at the Indigo Crypt Awards, and Reader's Choice - BEST FANTASY 'WE MISSED THE BED AGAIN' at the Spuffy Awards! ***YAYYYYYY *does happy dance* Thank you Carrie and xenachakram12 (lj), you rock!Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 86584
[Report This] Published: 11/05/2007 Updated: 05/02/2008
Summary: 
This is a follow-up to ‘Pinch Hitter’, the other side of the coin, the original young Buffy of the end of Season 4 faced with the fallout and a suddenly returned Spike.
Nominated for Best Romance and Best Angst at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30529
This is a follow-up to ‘Pinch Hitter’, the other side of the coin, the original young Buffy of the end of Season 4 faced with the fallout and a suddenly returned Spike.
Nominated for Best Romance and Best Angst at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30529
[Report This] Published: 09/09/2009 Updated: 09/13/2009
Summary: When facing eternity, a good mother will try to put all her affairs in order. That means getting real, seeing clearly and putting your own heart’s desires on hold, your dreams in perspective, letting your brain control your advice. Now if only those you love will just cooperate! Joyce looks to her daughter’s future as her own mortality becomes an issue and comes to some startling conclusions. Can Joyce convince Buffy to forget all that she has been telling her, all that everyone has been telling her, thereby easing Joyce’s own worries before facing the hospital and possible death?
Setting: S5 and begins to go AU at the end of “Fool For Love” (written by Douglas Petrie). I am using bits of dialogue from that episode in the beginning of the story before it goes a very different direction.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 53892
Setting: S5 and begins to go AU at the end of “Fool For Love” (written by Douglas Petrie). I am using bits of dialogue from that episode in the beginning of the story before it goes a very different direction.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 53892
[Report This] Published: 11/16/2010 Updated: 11/16/2010
Summary: Buffy and the Scoobies enter the world of college and work and begin to see that nothing is quite black and white and much of what we are taught has flaws.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 55762
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 55762
[Report This] Published: 10/02/2007 Updated: 10/02/2007
Summary: After sharing her night of passion with Angel, Buffy is thrown into a situation she never thought possible beyond her wildest dreams. Forced to learn to live with the changes within herself, she finds comfort and understanding in someone she never had thought of as anything but a monster.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 65212
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 65212
[Report This] Published: 05/14/2005 Updated: 10/30/2005