Summary: After Buffy's death in season 5, she ends up in heaven, with white wings, growing from her shoulders. Spike is mourning Buffy, he accepts that she is gone and he seeks redemption, trying to be a better man. Instead of bringing Buffy back to the living, a new slayer is called and life goes on. But is Buffy really gone?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 41709
Member Since: 06/08/2007
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm a Swedish Spuffy fan named Cissi, or well, that's what I'm called anyway. My real name is Josefine but for some odd reason I've been called Cissi by some friends and the name just got stuck :) You decide what you wanna call me :)
Been watching the show for a year now, started in february last year and how could I miss it when it was on tv? Anyway, I've just started to write fanfics, most of them AU Humans. In the beginning I only read the normal stuff with vampires and slayers just cus i thought it was weird with a human Spike and so on, but after I read Ashlee's fic Once In A Lifetime Love I just got stuck and now, they're my favourites :)
I apologize if my English isn't that great at all times, but for that I have my wonderful beta reader Chriss and also Dutchess Michelle now a days, they've been so helpful and kind all the time since I started to write this story. Thank you sweeties!
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm a Swedish Spuffy fan named Cissi, or well, that's what I'm called anyway. My real name is Josefine but for some odd reason I've been called Cissi by some friends and the name just got stuck :) You decide what you wanna call me :)
Been watching the show for a year now, started in february last year and how could I miss it when it was on tv? Anyway, I've just started to write fanfics, most of them AU Humans. In the beginning I only read the normal stuff with vampires and slayers just cus i thought it was weird with a human Spike and so on, but after I read Ashlee's fic Once In A Lifetime Love I just got stuck and now, they're my favourites :)
I apologize if my English isn't that great at all times, but for that I have my wonderful beta reader Chriss and also Dutchess Michelle now a days, they've been so helpful and kind all the time since I started to write this story. Thank you sweeties!
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[Report This] Published: 08/07/2007 Updated: 04/17/2008
Reviewer: Cissi Signed 
Date: 08/10/2007 Title: Chapter 3: Training
Date: 08/10/2007 Title: Chapter 3: Training
This is an incredible story! You really have to update soon :) Poor Spike, I feel so bad for him... Great chapter!
Author's Response: Next chapter will be up soon :) Keep reading! Thank you so much for reviewing!
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 08/18/2007 Title: Chapter 8: Strawberry desire
Date: 08/18/2007 Title: Chapter 8: Strawberry desire
Sweet scene between Dawn and Spike! Great chapter, gonna read next one now!
Author's Response: Thanks for your kind words, you make me smile.
Yeah, who wouldn´t want a pink toothbrush? If Spike gave it to you? ;)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 08/18/2007 Title: Chapter 9: Tara, baby
Date: 08/18/2007 Title: Chapter 9: Tara, baby
This was an incredible chapter, both funnt and sad. Please updatesoon!
Author's Response: I´m glad you liked it! More will come soon.
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 08/25/2007 Title: Chapter 10: Into the light
Date: 08/25/2007 Title: Chapter 10: Into the light
How sad and yet so cute. I'm just weak for vulnerable Spike :) Great chapter!
Author's Response: Thank you! :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 08/28/2007 Title: Chapter 11: Hope
Date: 08/28/2007 Title: Chapter 11: Hope
Sweet chapter! I'm glad Buffy said she belonged to someone else. Cordy and Angel are so much better together!:)
Author's Response: I think so too :) Thanks for reviewing!
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 09/01/2007 Title: Chapter 12: Awakening
Date: 09/01/2007 Title: Chapter 12: Awakening
This story is so amazing. You write really good, I could imagine each scene and especially the ones with the rainbow and the unicorn. Really amazing, and I love the way this story is taking. Great chap!
Author's Response: Thanks! I'm so glad you think my story is amazing :) Yeah, I like the unicorn part too, I wanted to create a special place for Tara. Thanks for your lovely review! :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 09/10/2007 Title: Chapter 13: Twinkle, twinkle, little star
Date: 09/10/2007 Title: Chapter 13: Twinkle, twinkle, little star
Aw that was so sweet! You left me with a smile on my lips, it was so beautifully written! really great chapter Ariadne! Now, I hope that her wish will come true... Update soon please :)
Author's Response: Thanks for the lovely review! :) You made my day, now I feel like I have to write and that's always good....
More soon, so keep reading :)
Looking forward to read your new fic, Cissi, I bet it'll be great! :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 10/03/2007 Title: Chapter 14: Watching the stars
Date: 10/03/2007 Title: Chapter 14: Watching the stars
Ah, I've missed out two chapters!! Sorry, I'm a really bad fan here :) But, I do have 2 chaps instead of one to read so... that's good at least :) Incredible chapter! Off to read the next one..
Author's Response: I'm so happy you're still reading :) Thank you for your kind words!
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 10/03/2007 Title: Chapter 15: Stardust
Date: 10/03/2007 Title: Chapter 15: Stardust
Ops, evil cliffie! You leave me wanting more :) Great chapter, it keeps getting better and better! Hope you'll update soon!
Author's Response: I hope so too, probably on Friday :)
Thanks for taking time leaving reviews! :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 10/05/2007 Title: Chapter 16: Destiny
Date: 10/05/2007 Title: Chapter 16: Destiny
Now you made me really happy :) I didn't have to wait for too long until you updated again ;) Great chapter! I really love how you put in some of the events from Angel... Very intereseting, more please :)
Author's Response: I'll try to update more often ;) Maybe there will be a new chapter tomorrow :) Thanks for your lovely review! :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 10/07/2007 Title: Chapter 17: In the arms of my lover
Date: 10/07/2007 Title: Chapter 17: In the arms of my lover
Oh, I missed this update. Good for me that I saw your note this morning at the chat. Interesting chapter! Wonder what Dru has in mind... :) Thanks for the update!
Author's Response: You're very welcome, Cissi! :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 10/19/2007 Title: Chapter 18: Dark angel
Date: 10/19/2007 Title: Chapter 18: Dark angel
Oo... loved the intro to this chapter. It really made me stop for a second because I thought I had started reading the wrong story :) But I loved the chapter, I just looove the way you write and there is no way I'd think that you were Swedish if I didn't know it and had spoken to you in swedish :P Amazing chapter!
Author's Response: I'm glad you liked it :) I love that you love the way I write ;)
Really? *grinning like a cheshire cat* You think I write that good? ;) I'm just a swedish girl, just like you :) And you write like a goddess yourself :) Gets better and better and I love your new fic :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 10/28/2007 Title: Chapter 20: Where the good magic lives
Date: 10/28/2007 Title: Chapter 20: Where the good magic lives
Aw... It's something with your writing that I just love, keeps me into the story all the time. Great chapter!
Author's Response: Thank you so much :) You didn't have to wait so long for me to update this time ;) Next update will be on Tuesday or Wednesday ;)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 10/31/2007 Title: Chapter 21: Bliss
Date: 10/31/2007 Title: Chapter 21: Bliss
I saw that you answered jamies review about where you got the idea of the star and so on from, I thought i recognized it, it's a great book, Stardust! :)
I know I have told you before but you deserve to hear it again - this is such an amazing story, it's so well thought through (is that the word? lol) and you really seem to know where you're going with it.
Hope to read more soon!
Author's Response: Thank you for the lovely review! :) I'm glad you still like it! :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 11/10/2007 Title: Chapter 22: I'm no angel
Date: 11/10/2007 Title: Chapter 22: I'm no angel
Ugh... Evil Drusilla. But she's a wonderful character and you're writing her perfectly. I love and hate her at the same time, does that make sense? :)
Amazing update!
Author's Response: I feel the same way about Drusilla :) Thanks for another lovely review! You're the best! ;)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 11/22/2007 Title: Chapter 24: Rain
Date: 11/22/2007 Title: Chapter 24: Rain
Thanks for updating so fast, you certainly didn't let us wait for too long :) Lovely chapter as always, can't wait for the rest! /Cissi
Author's Response: More soon :) I'm glad you liked it! :) /Ariadne
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 12/01/2007 Title: Chapter 25: Cherry blossom
Date: 12/01/2007 Title: Chapter 25: Cherry blossom
Arg... stupid Giles... He shouldn't have said that to poor Dawn. And poor Buffy, being so upset over Spike's dream but who can blame her? Great update :)
Author's Response: Thanks! :) I'm glad you're still with me! :)
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 03/09/2008 Title: Chapter 30: Let love in
Date: 03/09/2008 Title: Chapter 30: Let love in
Oh, I totally missed this chapter! I remember you saying something about an update but it was like ages ago! Fantastic update anyway! Love it!
Author's Response: Oh, you remembered! :) I'm glad you loved it! :) / Ariadne
Summary: Spike runs into Buffy years after leaving her behind one night without even a goodbye. 12 year old hearts were broken and now 22 year old hearts remain un-mended, can they remember the fairytale life they were supposed to share together and live it, or is that one best forgot?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16828
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16828
[Report This] Published: 08/09/2007 Updated: 07/16/2009
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 08/11/2007 Title: Chapter 2: School ground laws
Date: 08/11/2007 Title: Chapter 2: School ground laws
It just keeps getting better! I loved this chapter, the Spuffy moments were so cute, oh and I loved the scene were they get married as kids :) So adorable!
I think you did a great job describing it was Willow who called, that was just so funny :) I can't wait to read more, hope you'll update soon!
Author's Response: Thanks so much, the marriage scene was iffy for me to write lol but i think it turned out ok, glad you think so too. I will and thanks for the support!
Summary: Buffy chooses to go with her mother in the normal world rather than going back to Sunnydale…but you’ll never believe what she finds there…
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 45699
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 45699
[Report This] Published: 08/10/2007 Updated: 10/26/2007
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 08/22/2007 Title: Chapter 2: A Whole New World
Date: 08/22/2007 Title: Chapter 2: A Whole New World
Really liked the whole James idea instead of William or any other name. Great idea and chap!
Summary: Buffy and her best friend gets invited to a party weekend. Will it be fun or just a pain in the you know what.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5541
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5541
[Report This] Published: 08/18/2007 Updated: 09/03/2007
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 08/25/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Date: 08/25/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Well hey! I can't believe I missed this! I was just reading recently added and when I saw SarahTheBloody I was like OMG :) I really enjoy your story and as for the english - it's great :) Hoppas du kommer trivas :)
Author's Response: Thank you. I'm glad you liked it! Jag trivs redan, så många reviews redan. det känsn lite konstigt dock, annars skriver jag ju endast slash :P
Summary: It's hard to say goodbye.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1680
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1680
[Report This] Published: 08/28/2007 Updated: 08/28/2007
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 08/28/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Dying
Date: 08/28/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Dying
Aw that was so sad! A great story but you made me cry :) I like how you started the story, like you weren't supposed to really know who it was. Great STB :)
Author's Response: thank you! Yeah, it was supposed to be like that but with this being a Spuffy archive I think it was pretty easy to guess who it was ;P
Summary: With the end of high school looming like a black cloud, William attends the last party of the year with the intention of saying goodbye to the girl he loves. Except she doesn't know how he feels until fate and an enemy intervenes.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4585
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4585
[Report This] Published: 09/01/2007 Updated: 09/01/2007
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 09/02/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Everything Starts Tonight
Date: 09/02/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Everything Starts Tonight
Really cute story I got all "aww" :) sweet, sad and a really good ending too!
Author's Response: Thank you...glad you enjoyed!
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 09/30/2007 Title: None
Date: 09/30/2007 Title: None
Oh, I'm so happy you updated this story! I've been thinking about it a lot, last chapter was so sad and I really couldn't wait to see what was gonna happen. Now I want more :) Lovely chapter! The suspense is killing me here! :) Please update soon! /Cissi
Author's Response: I'm touched that you've been thinking about it - there are a few fics that I actually think about and hope that they get updated, but not many so it's nice to hear. So glad you're enjoying it, and more soon! Thanks
Reviewer: Cissi Signed
Date: 10/06/2007 Title: None
Date: 10/06/2007 Title: None
Oh, I love when fics make me cry... I read this chapter, then I went back to the previous two because I didn't want to see it end there, you really got me obsessed! :)
I barley have words for this chapter... Poor, poor William... and poor Buffy. You're the best Squawks :) Please update soon, I'm really curious about what Buffy's talking about... 'Because it's my fault'.... You mentioned it before, hopefully it will be explained in the next chapter *wink, wink*
Love it! /Cissi
Author's Response: Yes the deal where she thinks it's all her fault will definitely be explored and explained in coming chapters, glad you're eager to find out! And it's lovely to hear that you didn't want it to end, I love it when I find fics that I just can't get enough of. Thank you for your lovely review and there will definitely be an update soon.