Summary: This story is going through a major overhaul. Changes will become more apparent in later chapters as I get rid of the elements I felt wrote me into a corner. As of now Chapter 1 has been updated. AU from Becoming II. Response to Skybound's Bloodshedverse Challenge #101. Instead of Spike just shrugging his shoulders and leaving Angelus to kill Buffy he hesitates and decides to lend a hand. Some dialog taken from Becoming II. The majority of the story is told through inner monologue, indicated by italics.


Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 23988

Summary: Begins during the battle with the Senior Partners when Buffy and her team intervene. When the city is saved and the groups returns to headquarters Spike learns exactly how much the mission has changed in his absence.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2159

Summary: Before the Powers that Be withdrew from the playing fields, they made one last move with their favorite pawns - leaving Angel to clean up their mess.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 138261

Summary: Challenge Fic - What would happen if the FE had the Bringers capture Buffy instead of Spike. Giles and the SiT’s have shown up a touch earlier. Spike’s trigger no longer exists. Picks up early to mid season 7 and goes AU from there. Very Dark Fic.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 12928

Summary: Set post Chosen. When time refuses to heal her broken heart, a desperate Buffy asks Willow to lend a magical hand. But when she gets her wish, Buffy is forced to realize that there is truly something worse than losing the one you love.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 23118

Summary: **This is kind of a sequal to "My Lover" ** Buffy finds out what Spike has been doing season 6. Buffy POV
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 91

Summary: A vampire ambush leaves a scooby blinded. What is it that vamps have and Buffy lacks? Why does she go for them?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16745

Summary: It's been two years since Spike helped Buffy make sure The Master wouldn't be resurrected, and his unlife has gone from bad to worse. Now that he's fed up with both Dru and Angelus, he comes back to Sunnydale, to the source of all his misery for a new beginning, revenge, and a bit of fun.
What he finds, though, is slightly different than what he planned.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: Bones and Dirt
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 36767

Summary: Spike has just high-tailed it out of Sunnydale after killing his third Slayer, a furious souled vampire on his heels and a reluctant Drusilla at his side. Stopping in Los Angeles for a few days, Drusilla's visions lead to the capture of a blonde girl just trying to make it in LA. Sparks fly between Spike and the blonde girl (what kind of name is Buffy?) and together they embark on a journey that will change both of them drastically. Partly-human AU.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 26111

Summary: Pre-BTVS finale. No longer able to control Spike, the First enlists the help of Ethan Rayne, promising him revenge on Buffy for his suffering the last few years. Tricking Buffy and Spike into pursuing him, Ethan sends them back to London, 1888, a time when one of history’s most notorious predators roamed the alleys of Whitechapel. Now Buffy and Spike find themselves in a deadly game of cat and mouse with not just Jack the Ripper but an “old friend” as they attempt to repair the damage that they have done to history, and find a way back to Sunnydale and the now vulnerable potentials before it is too late.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2167

Summary: Fantasy AU. Human. Two certain blondes are supposed to be studying for a test, but their technique is certainly something to be desired. Don't you wish you had this much fun studying?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1633

Summary: Response to Shan's challenge 285 at the Bloodshedverse, wherein Joyce survives but other major S5 events occur. Buffy is ripped from heaven, etc, but will Joyce's presence ease the Slayer's burden? Divergence from canon will be light at first. Some dialog in early chapters will be familiar. Characters not mine, for entertainment purposes only, no infringement intended. Eventual NC-17 (if my courage holds out), Eventual Character Death(s).
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 53537

Summary: It's been a month since Buffy's resurrection. She has nightmares every night but refuses to speak to anyone about them. Who would understand? Spike's been living in the basement since her death; he's the only one who can help her. Will Buffy put down her walls and let him in? What will she do when Angel comes to the rescue? Who will she choose?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11662