Summary: How 'Not Fade Away' would have gone, in my world. Buffy gets involved in the W&H apocalypse, and changes the course of everyone's lives.
Categories: General
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 73656

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[Report This] Published: 12/01/2006 Updated: 10/14/2008
Summary: In an attempt to get over her grief for Spike, Buffy has cut herself off from her past life, and anything that reminds her of the vampire that's still in her heart.
But when a news story brings her attention to the battle in LA, the Slayer finds herself once again facing old betrayals and old faces.
Returning to LA she finds even newer betrayals in the form of a surprisingly undead Spike and a certain brunette slayer.
Categories: General/Canon
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 61496
But when a news story brings her attention to the battle in LA, the Slayer finds herself once again facing old betrayals and old faces.
Returning to LA she finds even newer betrayals in the form of a surprisingly undead Spike and a certain brunette slayer.

Categories: General/Canon
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 61496
[Report This] Published: 10/11/2007 Updated: 01/12/2009
Summary: Set in S6 episode 'Normal Again'. Both Spike and Buffy are stung by the demon, and end up in the same mental institution. The Glargh...Glush...um, the demon has a bit more power in this fic, so Spike and Buffy fall into a coma...a permanent stay in the mental institution.
This story has been nominated at Vampire Kisses Awards, Love's Last Glimpse Awards and Breathless Awards...SQUEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11769
This story has been nominated at Vampire Kisses Awards, Love's Last Glimpse Awards and Breathless Awards...SQUEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11769
[Report This] Published: 09/12/2005 Updated: 11/11/2005
Summary: Spike runs into Buffy years after leaving her behind one night without even a goodbye. 12 year old hearts were broken and now 22 year old hearts remain un-mended, can they remember the fairytale life they were supposed to share together and live it, or is that one best forgot?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16828
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16828
[Report This] Published: 08/09/2007 Updated: 07/16/2009
Summary: When her life falls apart overnight, romance writer Buffy Summers has two choices: cancel the honeymoon or go alone. Will nursing her broken heart and wounded ego be even harder in the bed she was supposed to be sharing or will a new friend give her a second chance at happy-ever-after?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 32933
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 32933
[Report This] Published: 08/09/2009 Updated: 09/21/2011
Summary: This is my take on what happens when Buffy see's Faith and Spike in the basement in season 7.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3649
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3649
[Report This] Published: 02/01/2006 Updated: 02/01/2006
Summary: A short fic that takes place during 'Spiral'...
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1545
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1545
[Report This] Published: 08/21/2004 Updated: 08/21/2004
Summary: Story starts post season seven BtVS and season five Angel. Everything that happened up tothat point is as the shows. Picks up three months after Not Fade Away. Since a few people have been upset by Spike being with someone else I'll tell you now, it doesn't last ok? But she is there for many chapters before Buffy arrives. So if you can't deal this isn't the fic for you!!
WINNER OF BEST SUPPORTING CHARACTER (HELEN) AND JUDGE'S CHOICE AWARDS AT SPARK & BURN AWARDS ROUND 4
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 72989
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 72989
[Report This] Published: 09/26/2007 Updated: 09/30/2007
Summary: As Tragedy strikes Buffy's life. How will she cope with losing everything. And can the one person who matters most ever forgive her.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2329
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2329
[Report This] Published: 07/24/2007 Updated: 10/04/2007
Summary: Song fic to Sarah McLachlan's "Fallen" about Buffy's thoughts during and after the end of Chosen.
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1159
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1159
[Report This] Published: 08/17/2008 Updated: 08/17/2008
Summary: On the hunt for a killer and following the Bureau’s only lead, FBI Agent, Elizabeth “Buffy” Summers enters an extraordinary and unpredictable new world where her only guide is a mysterious and alluring stranger.
As she spirals further and further into the center of this world, she is torn between her two identities and the idea that this man, whom she surprisingly trusts, knows far more than he’s admitting. How far will she go to catch the killer and ultimately, is it worth risking her very soul?
*This is a Supernatural Thriller*

~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy, Best Alternative Universe, Best NC-17, Best Original Character-Quinn, Best Plot, and Best Unfinished Fic. Also, Runner-Up for Best Characterization-Male-Spike.~
~No Rest for the Wicked Nominee Round 9: “I’ve Got You Under My Skin” (Best Het), “Bring On The Night” (Best Dark), “I Will Remember You” (Best Angst), and “Showtime” (Best Original plot/AU)~
~Nominated at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 28 for Best Angst, Best Drama, and Best Romance~
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Freaky/Kinky, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 33415
As she spirals further and further into the center of this world, she is torn between her two identities and the idea that this man, whom she surprisingly trusts, knows far more than he’s admitting. How far will she go to catch the killer and ultimately, is it worth risking her very soul?
*This is a Supernatural Thriller*

~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy, Best Alternative Universe, Best NC-17, Best Original Character-Quinn, Best Plot, and Best Unfinished Fic. Also, Runner-Up for Best Characterization-Male-Spike.~
~No Rest for the Wicked Nominee Round 9: “I’ve Got You Under My Skin” (Best Het), “Bring On The Night” (Best Dark), “I Will Remember You” (Best Angst), and “Showtime” (Best Original plot/AU)~
~Nominated at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 28 for Best Angst, Best Drama, and Best Romance~
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Freaky/Kinky, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 33415
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2012 Updated: 02/20/2014
Summary: This story was began in response to a Livejournal William ficathon. Spike shanshu's, and now he is on a journey to find out who he is.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 25598
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 25598
[Report This] Published: 01/28/2005 Updated: 02/26/2005
Summary: The one thing Buffy Summers dreads is going on stupid family vacations. Dragged to Williamsburg, Virginia, she’s forced to spend 4 days watching the town’s Revolutionary War-era re-enactment as her only source of fun. The last thing she expected was to meet a blue-eyed re-enactor that would make her enjoy family vacations for the first time.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8036
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8036
[Report This] Published: 07/01/2005 Updated: 07/06/2005
Summary: Buffy knew him as the guy with the guitar, his scruffy hair and accent had made him a target for teasing from the first day he started school at Sunnydale High. She had always been well aware he had a crush on her, and that he spent most of his time writing songs, mostly about her. However that was back in high school, way before he became the handsome rock star.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3060
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3060
[Report This] Published: 08/10/2008 Updated: 08/10/2008
Summary: Through the eyes of a lost slayer, Spike's past returns to salvage his newly resurrected soul.. with a little help from Buffy, of course.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6522
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6522
[Report This] Published: 12/20/2004 Updated: 02/14/2005
Summary: My version of the events at the end
of 'Smashed'.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3250
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3250
[Report This] Published: 05/31/2004 Updated: 05/31/2004
Summary: AU: Spike thought that he could never love again, not after his fiancé’s tragic accident. So he moves to Sunnydale, in hopes of forgetting his past… but suddenly, his plans turn upside-down when he meets his new next-door neighbor, Buffy. Will Spike be able to love again? What will happen? Just read and review!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 13654
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 13654
[Report This] Published: 06/23/2004 Updated: 12/04/2004
Summary: Buffy joins the adult film industry when she finds that she can't make ends meet. She's only looking for a job, but to her surprise, she gains a support system, too. Note: this fic is porn with plot. REWRITTEN
Categories: NC-17 Fics, General NC-17 Fics, Fantasy/AU, Porn with Plot
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10368
Categories: NC-17 Fics, General NC-17 Fics, Fantasy/AU, Porn with Plot
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10368
[Report This] Published: 12/16/2015 Updated: 02/24/2016
Summary: everyone loves Buffy Summers dad, expect for Buffy, he is abusive to her[yes i know it has been done] No one understands her except her dads best friend, Spike Giles
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3038
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3038
[Report This] Published: 10/04/2005 Updated: 10/05/2005
Summary: Newly made vampire Buffy Summers is in need of a new Sire. She makes her way to Sunnydale where she will be apointed one. Who will it be? What happened to her old one?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4177
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4177
[Report This] Published: 12/23/2011 Updated: 04/03/2012
Summary: When Spike moves into a new apartment, he’s instantly attracted to
his roommate, Buffy. The attraction is mutual, except for one small problem-
Buffy thinks he’s gay. *Co-written with Allison*
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30114
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30114
[Report This] Published: 11/21/2004 Updated: 12/06/2004
Summary: The other sequel to 'Kiss of Blood', you should probably read that one first. This story is parallell to 'Make it right', so read both of them.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 12948
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 12948
[Report This] Published: 10/03/2005 Updated: 11/06/2005
Summary: One-shot, between Revelations and Resolutions. While not strictly Spuffy, they are an established couple.
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4088
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4088
[Report This] Published: 07/18/2011 Updated: 07/18/2011
Summary:
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 51 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 161842
Post-Season 5, an alternate reality take on Season 6, but not so crazy-alternate that anyone's unrecognisable. Starts with strong Spike and Dawn friendship, and builds from there. Just lots of small tweaks that pack a punch - like the odd bit of honest communication amongst the Scoobies.
Be warned, Buffy is dead until Chapter 5, and the rating is mostly intended for later in the story.
This story is still being updated: expect new chapters every month-ish.
Runner Up for Best Angst in round 30 of the SunnyD Awards.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 51 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 161842
[Report This] Published: 03/29/2014 Updated: 11/14/2018
Summary: Buffy gets a letter from Spike. Was there another reason Spike could never kill Buffy? And, what happened to his car?-Post Chosen
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2336
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2336
[Report This] Published: 05/07/2005 Updated: 05/07/2005